Last night I had this dream about Ono Daisuke…..
I was outside of a building waiting for someone and then an older version OnoD arrived in a car…
but, he wasn’t alone there was a woman with him and when this woman got out of the car, she was carrying a child, a 2/3 year old little girl.
When I shook his hand (apparently I was waiting for him), he introduce them as his wife and daughter; she lean her head and introduce herself as his manager and wife!!!
In my dream
as well in reality I was in shock, I just couldn’t breath and I turn to see the person beside me and asked “is this true?" he just nodded. I remember I chatted with them but I cant remember what it was about.
It’s been a while since I had a dream that at the very moment of waking up I felt like shit and at the verge of crying… it still pains me, I can feel the knot in my throat & the whole day I was spacing out.
I know he will marry (or maybe he’s already married), it’s his right to get marry to whomever he wants, and his happiness is indeed my happiness & it might be childish/selfish of me to say but, cant I just keep dreaming?
I really dont wanna know.